Hey. You guys will know this girl if you had read my older post. If you feel lazy to search, I'll just tell about her.

  Her name is Farisa Izzaty. Same age as me. 14y/o. She's schooling at........ I don't remember but she's schooling at a school that is far from my house. And the school is a boarding school so she can't come back here often. Only on holidays. She's short but cute. Well, she's my crush and at the same time, she's my ex. I have dated her 3 times. We dated 7 months then we broke because she cheated. I tried to hate her but I can't so I chat with her after 2 month. I confessed to her and she accepted. She also promised that she won't cheat anymore to me. But when we dated 1 months, some girl, older than me, send me a message at Twitter. She messaged me "Dik, you dating with Farisa right ?". Then, I asked why she asked. Then, she replied " Your gf is dating with my bf ". At first I didn't believe what she said. Then, I remember her bf was my gf's ex-bf. That time, I believed a person who I just know and I suspected my own gf. So, the next day, I met my gf and asked her about it. She said it. I should have believe it but I believe the older girl more that time. We fought and we broke. For a long time, we didn't see each other, even we saw, we pretended like we didn't saw. Then, after three months we broke, I got to know that the girl only love my ex-gf's ex-bf. It was one-sided love. After the incident. I regret about it. Then, during 1/1/14 12am, she suddenly told me that she wanted to getback. Of course I would happy. Then we agreed to date. She also told me that not to flirt with another girl. She was so cute when she said that. Luckily we were chatting on FB. If not, I would have hug her because of her overload cuteness. But, one day, she sent me a message at FB, she said that me and her can't be together and I've to let her go. I was like blur when I read the message because we didn't fought or anything. I can't understand what makes her think that her and I can't be together and why I've to let her go. Until now, I still didn't know the reason. Now, I'm hoping that she can accept me back. Bye guys. Btw, dear beloved cute pretty adorable crush, Farisa Izzaty, if you see this post, I hope you realized how I much I want you in my life and how much I love you dear.


              DEAR FARISA IZZATY, BE MINE <3